[UA] (OT) Odd Discussion(long)

[Infamous36]

Well as you can no doubt see I think i screwed up So I'm just gonig to cu
and paste it into this post...it is going to be fairly lengthy..

Boychuk says:
Okay.. Flaw #1..
Boychuk says:
Yer so damn defensive.
Boychuk says:
yer like drennon fer god's sake..
Reality Distortions says:
Meh for good reason which im not going to get into...NExt
Boychuk says:
#2 Yer paranoid.
Reality Distortions says:
Also FGR
Boychuk says:
#3 Yer insulting..
Boychuk says:
Often when you don't need to be.
Reality Distortions says:
Give me an example of that.
Reality Distortions says:
Boychukk..example of insulting.?
Boychuk says:
There.. found one,
Boychuk says:
well Boychuk because its a big word that only intelectuals understand..you
know what it means right? of coarse you do,..
Boychuk says:
You know damn right I'm better at english than you ever will be..
Reality Distortions says:
Alright I'm in one hell of a bad mood.....Oh really? better are you? Why
you fail then?
Boychuk says:
How many fucking times do I have to tell you dumbfuck?
Boychuk says:
I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE HANDING IN ANY ASSIGNMENTS!
Boychuk says:
fuck..
Reality Distortions says:
You call that an excuse?
Boychuk says:
That's like.. 5 times I've told you now..
Reality Distortions says:
Thats not good enough.
 
Reality Distortions says:
If your better then do it.
Boychuk says:
Not good enough for you.. but.. I'm not looking for your approval..
Reality Distortions says:
Why do you have to loose? if anything at all..
Boychuk says:
Or your advice..
Reality Distortions says:
.No one would see that as a good reason..I'm surprised you do...doesn;t
seem like you.
Boychuk says:
Or your aid, your sympathy..
Boychuk says:
Doesn't seem like me does it?
Boychuk says:
Since when do You know me?
Reality Distortions says:
I'm not giving any of that to you..at what point did you think i was?
Boychuk says:
Really know me I mean..
Reality Distortions says:
I know what i see...
Reality Distortions says:
all that you show..
Boychuk says:
Well.. the way I see it.. yer skills at judging people's character is
fatally flawed..
Reality Distortions says:
And you do want to suceed at something obviously...so WHY no do that
work...its only going to dig a deeper hole.
Reality Distortions says:
I'm telling you what i see...but since you mention it..give me example of
my fatal flawness...
Boychuk says:
Ey, man.. get off the subject at giving me advice, eh? I know what I'm
doing..
Reality Distortions says:
So do i your failing..why fail when you don;t have to? the work should be
easy...your not stupid.
Boychuk says:
Fuck.. it's always examles with you, isn't it..
Boychuk says:
find em yerself..
Reality Distortions says:
At elast you don;t come off that way..
Boychuk says:
There's the sympathy.
Boychuk says:
shut up man..
Reality Distortions says:
Well i don;t see that saw way as you obviously or i wouldn;t need to talk
to anyone? would i think about that.
Boychuk says:
I donna wanna hear from you bout my shit.
Boychuk says:
I know what shit's goin down..
Reality Distortions says:
If i saw evereything the way everyone else did...then i'd be god...I'd know
all ...
Boychuk says:
You sound like a fucking councillor, or a priest or some shit..
Reality Distortions says:
I'm neither just someone trying to make sense of why youtreat people the
way you do...
Boychuk says:
Alright mano..
Boychuk says:
Okay..
Boychuk says:
I'm happy to get that out.
Reality Distortions says:
I'm far from finished...
Boychuk says:
Conversation on that subject over..
Reality Distortions says:
Do you mind?
Boychuk says:
Let's just elave it that I'm an asshole or whatever makes you happy, ok..
Reality Distortions says:
Do you know what the subject was?
Reality Distortions says:
That would be too easy...just give me something?
Reality Distortions says:
What do i learn from that?
Boychuk says:
fah.
Boychuk says:
Just stop arguin' with me mano.. I'm startin to get pissed off.
Reality Distortions says:
Your starting? I've been for weeks.
Boychuk says:
Yer own fault then.
Reality Distortions says:
Is it? 
Reality Distortions says:
Something has to start that....
Boychuk says:
My favourite expression.. "Mind yer own fucking business"
Reality Distortions says:
This is my god damn business...
Boychuk says:
If I'm pissing you off, go the fuck away..
Reality Distortions says:
is all you man.
Reality Distortions says:
I don;t wanna go aaway..that would be too easy for everyone..
Boychuk says:
I can take care of my own shit.. and I don't need people helping me.
Reality Distortions says:
NOthing would be solved.
Reality Distortions says:
Then do it..ask your self this one question.
Boychuk says:
maybe its not supposed to be solved, mano.
Boychuk says:
This is some shit I got goin down here that's completely under my wing..
Reality Distortions says:
First ignore everyhting you know that im doing to you...and think of what
even Possibly to what you could be doing to me? Ever think of that?
Boychuk says:
What i could be doing to you?
Reality Distortions says:
And think of waht i said earlier...
Reality Distortions says:
"Your points are usually sharp and poisoned..."
Boychuk says:
awwww... ya little pussy.. did I hurt your feelings?
Reality Distortions says:
Think...if you can;t see your not even looking.
Boychuk says:
grow up bitch.
Reality Distortions says:
ignorant fucker...
Reality Distortions says:
Do you care about anything?
Reality Distortions says:
GRow up?
Boychuk says:
Not particularly..
Reality Distortions says:
Look at you...
Boychuk says:
Not anything I'm willing to talk about..
Reality Distortions says:
Mr. I can do everything withouot anyone...
Reality Distortions says:
The fuck is up with that..
Boychuk says:
Is that really how you feel though? Am i upsetting you?
Reality Distortions says:
Another question... What makes you better then me?
Reality Distortions says:
What makes it poissible to cut me down every fucking time we;re about each
other?
Reality Distortions says:
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND AND BELITTLE ANYTHING I TRY TO
FUCKING DO?
Reality Distortions says:
There no fucking typos...
Boychuk says:
'Another of my fav expressions.. "I'm just fuckin with ya.."
Reality Distortions says:
Like that helps.
Boychuk says:
If you'd like to take everything I do or say seriously, that's yer own
fauult.
Reality Distortions says:
no its not...
Reality Distortions says:
Think about it you uncaring..ah fuck!
Boychuk says:
Yes, it is.
Reality Distortions says:
everyhting comes from something.
Reality Distortions says:
Words become sentances..
Reality Distortions says:
thoughts become those sentances..
Reality Distortions says:
Jokes emulate thoughts..thus equalling words and back to sentances...
Reality Distortions says:
So everything is one thing Jokes are truths usaually in a changed form...
Boychuk says:
Is that the way you really see things?
Reality Distortions says:
open your eyes..
Reality Distortions says:
Think the other day at XXXXs...you look at me coming through the gate...and
say what???
Reality Distortions says:
One of your most favortite recent lines... "Tubby bastard...

Boychuk says:
'Tubby batsard?"
Boychuk says:
yeah..
Reality Distortions says:
YES i ahve a mother fuckig gut..
Boychuk says:
Thazz what i said.. i remember it..:)
Reality Distortions says:
So fucking what...
Boychuk says:
Dont' take it personally mano.
Reality Distortions says:
Whats wrong think i havn;t realized that in the past few yeras?
Reality Distortions says:
I wouldn;t the first 12 tmes....but every other fucking minute or so?
Boychuk says:
Nono man.. I'm not tryin ta hurt yer feelings er anythin.. "I'm just fuckin
with ya"
Reality Distortions says:
It starts grating on peoples nerves..
Boychuk says:
I can see so far that it is indeed fuckin with yer head..
Reality Distortions says:
But everything has a truth...so jokes are just words only meant in another
sense those words came from some thought..
Boychuk says:
and that's what I wa trying to do..
Reality Distortions says:
Everything you do does...
Boychuk says:
(sorta)
Reality Distortions says:
o everything...
Reality Distortions says:
Even little things effect slowly..
Reality Distortions says:
Belittle my things...sure...again teh tubby ness...
Boychuk says:
I like to design things that change people's way of thinking..
Reality Distortions says:
Ummmm 
Boychuk says:
Alright.. XXXXX-man..
Boychuk says:
XXXXX-man..
Reality Distortions says:
Fuck to much to list man...like everything i do isn;t good enough.
Reality Distortions says:
I try to impress anyone...nope you've got better.
Boychuk says:
You think You've been fucked with too much?
Reality Distortions says:
Or...hey this happened last night but you;ve got something better and more
exciting or what the fuck ever..
Reality Distortions says:
YEs  fucking do!
Boychuk says:
Hmm..
Reality Distortions says:
I though got away from taht fucking problem ...but now its in my friends... 
hu- fucking-ray!
Boychuk says:
I never really thought you would be the kind of person who would eventually
take shit like this seriously..
Boychuk says:
as I said before mano, I never meant to really bug ya..
Boychuk says:
Just fuck with ya.
Boychuk says:
Fucking with people is what i do..
Reality Distortions says:
I take almost everything seriously once it reaches a certain level...You
know what call XXXX or XXXX and ask how my grade 5 to 8 years went by..they
was jolly years...
Boychuk says:
The unexpected, as dramatic as it sounds, is what I love doing..
Reality Distortions says:
And why the fuck wouldn't i take that kinda shit seriously?
Reality Distortions says:
What kinda person do you think i am?
Boychuk says:
Nothing gived me greater joy then getting a comletely odd response from
someone..
Boychuk says:
Surprised responses are the best..
Boychuk says:
I go for shock value..
Reality Distortions says:
Oh really?
Reality Distortions says:
Shocking eough for you?
Boychuk says:
and i guess.. I've been around you so long.. you've gone beyond that..
Boychuk says:
and actually start to think what i mean behind my words..
Reality Distortions says:
I'm fucking riled up right fucking now...btw I'm gonna write some fucked up
shit tonight so thanks for that anyway...but Am i helping feed you from
this shit? AM I ...still hungy?r
Boychuk says:
Hmm..
Reality Distortions says:
Do you need anything else?Anything i can help you with? 
Boychuk says:
Whateva...
Boychuk says:
Soo.. conversation over for now..
Boychuk says:
How's XXXXXXXX goin?
Reality Distortions says:
Tell me really I'm glad my anger and ,,wwhat the fuck...my Angst is helping
you cause its just slowlying fucking me over little by little!
Reality Distortions says:
Fucking Run from this then! As XXXX says... YOu did IT! thanks to
btw...this is fucking great...XXXXXXXXX will be fucking great
tonight...just gotta get myself a fucking pen!
Boychuk says:
:)
Reality Distortions says:
The fuck;s funny aboutnthis?
Reality Distortions says:
little mother fucking :) face! fuck!
Boychuk says:
Hmm.. the way i see it.. (only my perspective) Is that yer unable to accept
it as.. just that.. just something.. nothing.. whateva.. and it's fuckin
you over.. like you said..
Boychuk says:
I could say I'll try and stop..
Boychuk says:
But i don't even notice it myself until afterwards..
Reality Distortions says:
That would most certainly fucking help! just stop pointing shit out...I
have eyes I can see these Flaws THAT  I so prooudly display!
Boychuk says:
and then I don't "feel like" taking it back.. or am just tired of sayin
"nah, just fuckin' with ya" or whateva..
Reality Distortions says:
Then at least fucking appologize or find some other fucking high then
fucking with minds...cause personally i want youthe fuck outta me
head...and thake your other fucking plyers with you!
Boychuk says:
:) Cool man..:)
Boychuk says:
Gotha..:)
Boychuk says:
Gotcha, rather..
Boychuk says:
Just wanted to know i got into yer head.
Boychuk says:
prolly not the best way of doing it...
Boychuk says:
But.. I'm not a subtle person..
Boychuk says:
Is all cool,mano?
Boychuk says:
Thazz all i need to know.
Reality Distortions says:
YOU WHAT?
Reality Distortions says:
All this just to get inside my fucking ehad!
Reality Distortions says:
head!
Reality Distortions says:
WEll fuck the hell you do that for...i mean mother fuck!

Boychuk says:
:-|
Reality Distortions says:
Thatas just fucking ignorant..I try to tell you im fucking pisssed...and
sitting or your fucking ass smiling going oh good i;ve got him pissed off!
well fuck!
Boychuk says:
Still pissed off mano?
Boychuk says:
This is a crucial question.
Reality Distortions says:
YES!!!! and have fucking fun in my fucking skull...your fucking using
me,...jesus christ!
Reality Distortions says:
thats all this was? you wanting to know that you;ve got me pissed?
Reality Distortions says:
WEll here you;ve almost drove me fucking insane jesus
Boychuk says:
Sorta.. maybe.. I'm not sure..
Reality Distortions says:
HAPPY!

Reality Distortions says:
CAUSE YOU HAVE!!!!
Boychuk says:
I let myself guide myself a lot for a lot of things..
Boychuk says:
It's kinda weird..
Reality Distortions says:
fuck take control for gods sake...Weird?
Boychuk says:
usually turns out for the better..
Reality Distortions says:
NO a three armed fucking person is weird...Your fucking being demented..
Reality Distortions says:
You can;t know how people are going to take things.
Boychuk says:
But I can experiment..
Reality Distortions says:
The god damned options are un known for anyone..
Reality Distortions says:
The fuck you experimenting for what good it do you?
Reality Distortions says:
Your happy breaking people we've established that.
Boychuk says:
You know.. i dunno..
Reality Distortions says:
Is there any part of you that actaully cares that you;ve used your "friend"
just to understand his fucking head a bit better..that you;ve fucked me up
for near months?
Boychuk says:
Fer some reason.. while yer .. like.. fuckin.. pissed.. I'm just sitting
here.. unsympathetic.. completely..
Reality Distortions says:
I'm not fucking surpised...
Reality Distortions says:
don;t even know why i asked..
Reality Distortions says:
OH well...
Boychuk says:
Hmm.. fucked you up for months? You think?
Reality Distortions says:
You saying i don;t know what is happening in my head?
Boychuk says:
Nah... eactly the opposite actually..
Reality Distortions says:
I know it better then you did apparently...cause yea...Must have been since
you started hanging out with use..have fun beating on us? You won;t for
much longer.
Boychuk says:
That's why there's a question mark..
Reality Distortions says:
ANd No that is not a threat its simply a well thought out theory that i;ve
had adequate time to build.
Boychuk says:
Ah.. okies.
Boychuk says:
Nah man.. I haven't been messin with other people.. Just you..
Reality Distortions says:
So you could stop that..unless it gives you some wacked out high on
somthing...power, Greif, control, some sick source of envy? even that i
can;t figure.
Boychuk says:
I have no clue why though..
Boychuk says:
I guess I'll figger it out eventually..
Reality Distortions says:
I have others who see that a little differently..not as damamged as me but
still .
Boychuk says:
Like XXXXXX?
Reality Distortions says:
Perhaps..and no your not the only one...others too will understand...
Reality Distortions says:
People realy have to open their eyes....EYES WIDE to whats REALLY going
on...or it'll be to late..
Boychuk says:
Ah, well.. XXXXXX's feelings I dinna mean to hurt..
Reality Distortions says:
But mine was meant?
Reality Distortions says:
You meant to hurt me?
Boychuk says:
Eyes wide to what's really going on? with what?
Reality Distortions says:
Then pretend that it was an accident?
Reality Distortions says:
EVERYTHING..
Boychuk says:
nah man.. i wouldn't do sommething like that..
Boychuk says:
I'm not a complete sick fuck..
Reality Distortions says:
No one sees anything the way they should at least think about...because
what i say is not worth thinking about apparently.
Boychuk says:
I'm just goin along with what i feel for some reason..
Boychuk says:
I always have..
Reality Distortions says:
But you did say that...and a few of your alst commetns kind of reflect
that...
Boychuk says:
nah man.. each incident was a seperate thing.. each one didn't do
anything.. but when ya sit back and look over all the shit.. then it means
something.. and from that you can build something else..
Boychuk says:
Know what i mean mano?
Reality Distortions says:
Thats wxactly waht im talking about..your trying to run back and pave over
whats open to view..if only we are Eyes Wide..
Reality Distortions says:
Think and you;ll always see waht others dismiss..
Boychuk says:
man.. If I fucked with yer head and messed something up man.. here's My
sincere and complete Apology.
Boychuk says:
And You know me well enough to know how often I apologize..
Reality Distortions says:
Yu;ve already said you did this to see how i would react....And now that
I'm like fucking going insane your at least in MHO your trying to stop it
rectify it in some way.
Boychuk says:
hey mano.
Reality Distortions says:
Look back on how i view the spoken word..
Boychuk says:
Let's leave it at this.. something nice and simple.
Reality Distortions says:
Knowing what i know now..I can;t accept a verbal appology from you...But i
can when its given through actions..
Boychuk says:
You can't go insane unless you want to yourself, and noone can make you go
crazy.

Reality Distortions says:
but wait!

Reality Distortions says:
Can i really accept your actions as an appology?

Boychuk says:
Fah man.. Don't get into your philosophical shit with me..

Reality Distortions says:
Think of what you've done to me, and how i view evrything now...is it
really possiblefor me to forgive by actions with out thinking at least a
bit to...What is he realy looking for with that?

Reality Distortions says:
I'm not this just occured to me.

Boychuk says:
You know what you know and I know what i know, and You can kindly fuck off
if you want to.. or we can call it flat, not even.. Just flat.

Boychuk says:
As much as i know you prolly can't do this.. i say we just start again..

Reality Distortions says:
but I will try because all this insane and now that i think about it with
an odd smile... converastion aside I like you...yo intrestt me in a way few
others doo...so you wanna game tomorrow night?

Boychuk says:
:)
Boychuk says:
Absolutely mano..:)

Reality Distortions says:
Now...ask another question and everything written here in is behind us....

Boychuk says:
ask another question.. or answer another?

Reality Distortions says:
What is my mind slowly doing to your now? Nothing? maybe thatas the way i
want it to seem? OR maybe its allready going...and THIS WAS my
fault...infact...now that you think about it....I did it didn;t i? but from
your view.... You did it!.

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