inner turmoil prior to opening space

[Ted Ernst]

Tomorrow is my first "big circle" walk.  I've been waiting for this moment
for a long time and am really looking forward to it.  And... today I've been
on a roller coaster of emotions, coming close to tears several times.  It's
a jumble in my stomach/chest area.  Not quite anxiety, nervousness or fear.
Not quite excitement.  I'm not sure what it is.  It doesn't feel scary or
out of control, nor like something I have to do anything about, other than
notice it and continue to breathe.

Just wanted to share where I am today.  Thanks for reading! :-)

peace,
ted

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